laura's Journal

11:20pm: i wish you wouldnt have had to leave today. i had so much fun this break and i all i want is for you to come back so that we can be together. i love you

10:42pm: i love you eric, very much

5:23pm: just thought i would let everyone know that i am dying. my belly button is infected and so is my tooth that isnt even there. and my biggest problem is that i dont have a belly button doctor, i do have a dentist but she is too far away and i dont even like her. i could always go get my tooth looked at by the hershy bar but i banned myself from going there, it'll just have to wait til he comes to dance, also its eric's birthday on thursday!!! and he's coming to see me then its jr's birthday in a little bit and he's turning 18 without me, and also i hate school

4:26pm: i love my dog
today was the day that it hit me. when my dog dies i am going to be the saddest person in the whole entire world. a dog is like nothing else in the whole entire world. they never ever get mad at you. dogs are the best pet ever. cats suck and so does every other kind of pet. a dog is the only way to go. my dog loves me a lot. when i got home from school today i just felt like crying. since my dog was the only one home what better person to cry on then him. so my dog gave me a hug and licked away my tears until i laughed, then he layed by me. he really is a nice dog and i never want him to die. everyone should be really nice to their dog because dogs are really just wonderful

6:20pm: ive never been so honest in my life
i love you eric and im glad i told you everything, i had a wonderful weekend with you, im sorry about it all and thank you for being my boyfriend, it was a hell of a lot to say though

what should have been over when spring break ended last year is finally over, i feel really relieved and it feels wonderful not to care, its totally done and its not just an ordinary day

4:28pm: my mother and father will be attending the football game while my sister and i receive instructin in both ballet and jazz. i dont know what has come over them.

11:15pm: well...
i love the new dance studio, it makes me really happy that we can finally dance without worrying about how much space we have, also i really like the people at dance and dana is bringing me all her dresses tomorrow which makes me happy because i would never go all those crazy places to look for one, id rather wear black pants than do that, i hate shopping

MICHELLE IS THE GREATEST TENNIS PLAYER I KNOW. SHE IS GOING TO KICK ASHLEY'S ASS IN CONFERENCES AND THAT IS ALL. O AND THAT LIZZARD IS GREAT AT TENNIS AND NICOLE AND MANDY AND REBECCA AND ASHLEY AND JACKIE AND EVERYONE ON TENNIS IS GREAT and i cant type everyone's name im too tired and i have to go to sleep

10:15pm: i suck at tennis
i think that maybe clay should work on not being such a dick after people lose a match, that would be a good goal for him

also my legs have never been this sore in my whole entire life, dance yesterday just about killed me

6:32pm: girls from northville are gay
i hate those girls, we wanted to win so bad today, i won but its ok we'll smoke their asses at conferences!!!!!!!...i am sad

6:44pm: cool
its cool that my mom doesn't even like me, maybe she should just trade me in for dave, then she could have 2 kids she actually liked

12:18pm: my mom gave back my phone
michelle we always go to lunch on the half days and i coudlnt today and im mad but i was in trouble
tennis match soon

5:49pm: o man
i feel kinda bad, i made my parents fight cuz my dad was sticking up for me

on another note...live journal is the devil, i take it comments are not for me anymore and maybe i should write emails before i forget

11:39pm: i had a good weekend

friday shopping for a bathing suit, glow in the dark putt putt, and then to jr's with eric
saturday tennis with my 9 year old tennis buddy, i ventured out to the regular leos again with eric and eric cuz im not scared to go there anymore, bowling, jr's, bruce almighty with michelle and her sister, and then sittin with eric in my base base
today erics to get the math problem that he did for me and rob, tennis with my daddy, math project with rob, and then being with eric

a good weekend all in all
my dog didnt like rob very much at all
my sister asked where my old homework buddy was
and we drew sweet pictures for my spanish cards
and i thought bruce almighty was funny
and me and jr arent fighting anymore
and i gotta go order that bathing suit
feel the beat of the rhythm of the night

11:09pm: so this friday i went to a dance recital because my cousin dances there. i hated it and i thought that the dancing was some of the worse i'd ever seen. although there were a few very talanted dancers there

so lol my mom was like thats quite the large bruise you have on your arm

didnt go to ballet tonight

There's moonlight on the trees, Paintin' silver on the leaves, It's so beautiful out here, I just had to stop and stare, That's unusual for me, I had a happy heart of stone, No voice to answer but my own, Now I want more from the night, Since you waltzed into my life, You couldn't leave well enough alone, Why out of all the people in this world, Why did you set your sights and single out this girl? Oh, why did you have to go and make me love you?

9:02pm: im rude

11:14pm: i fell in love in hawaii with the girl with pretty flowers in her hair
today i decided that was a dumb song
today i decided people shouldnt fall in love on vacation i guess unless the person lives here
today my doggy got an operation
today was the dreaded lisa ballet wednesday
today lisa was a bitch as usual
today we actually finnished the dumb dance
today eric came over
today me and michelle decided we werent gonna be dumb anymore

10:30pm: you make me a very happy girl

11:08pm: i had a grrrrreat weekend and my grandma was the nicest shes ever been today

so baby baby stay gone, stay right where you are

11:02pm: here's a thought
Day one,I stumbled through hello on 5th Ave,Day two,we grabbed a bite to eat and talked all afternoon,Caught a movie on day fourteen,And day sixty-seven she said I love you to me

Day one eighty nine, oh I almost lost that girl to my foolish pride

when you can talk to someone all afternoon and not be bored the whole time you know its good and you gotta be careful you dont lose that someone for no reason

lisa was such not a nice person in ballet tonight

dawsons creek herself, didnt watch dawsons creek tonight

10:54pm: this is what i think and what mike says
i think that tonight will be the first night since the night when i was throwing up everywhere that i will sleep in my bed

10:44pm: mother makes me laugh
lol today i got yelled at for not building legos by my mom and a little later i saved my sister from getting cancer because she is a nice little girl

Well everyone I know has got a reason,To say,put the past away,I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in,And if you do not want to see me again,I would understand

4:11pm: I called Elizabeth!
Elizabeth is nice
She is my friend
Supposedly i beat brianna for the most confusing person that she knows
I said...you're a bad person but not as bad as me, of course she agrees
I was watching the country music channel, saw the darryl worley music video, and me and elizabeth thought it would be a good idea to shoot him
I miss Elizabeth

11:37pm: bed time
So what if I see the sunshine, In the pouring rain, Some people think I'm crazy, But you say it's okay, You've seen my secret garden, where all of my flowers grow, In my imagination, Anything goes, You get me, Yeah, you get me

at least more than anyone else does

10:21pm: well well well
so sergey put a restraining order on me as well as michelle

and when you say, it doesnt matter, well it does, and all it takes is a mistake to eat your words

8:16pm: laura and michelle say....
*a very bad feeling is when you feel like there is nothing more that can be done or said

*we just want our good friends back even though its pretty much unreasonable to ask

*its real wierd that we both are in the same kind of situation sort of

*i was just like thers this michelle branch song and i never heard it before but i downloaded it because its michelle branch and then i was like and its called second chances...then we both make the same face and little hand thingy

*we're really good singers when we sing the song...you say i only hear what i want to

*good thing michelle came over and maybe i will do physics but probably not at all

*we say sergey should want to care a little instead of none at all

*maybe a long hug and then smacking of the leg calls for anger management or something

*the dress fits and michelle will wear it to prom, i used to wear it, but not anymore

*its hangout week for laura and michelle...YES....michelle is my friend...laura is my friend...we were both talking at that part

*ok the end of laura and michelle's thoughts